I have just had a very MEMORABLE and MIND-BLOWING evening with Ms Lucy (hopefully I spell your name right) and I was AWED by what she has just done, her personality on life.
Can’t say thank enough for helping me prepare for tomorrow’s presentation, though we are not so close though.
I have been watching, but never observing. How to lead a club, how to manage people.
Never stop questioning. I claimed myself to be curious, but then what? I just stopped there, I did not learn so much. It was horrible actually.
I was not tough as I pretended to be.
Talking with you, who earns money well and knows how to enjoy yourself, make me feel small, but I was happy with being stupid. Because I don’t learn from an arrogant person’s point of view.
This is so INVALUABLE to FSLC at this moment, the core values, the principles. I have been reading so much but doing and applying so little.
Me was just a cover, so artificial (sorry for saying you are, Thu. You are not) I always drag the topic for no reason.
I was not consistent in my goal, my purpose, wasting time while thinking I was making every moment meaningful.
So in the end, what am I doing with my life? I am really questioning myself.
Do your best for tomorrow first, be confident, have eye contact, intonation, pauses, breathe properly, use body language.
You can make it, girl
Maybe I need to write to know myself better, everyday.
Lucy, you are just INCREDIBLE. I love you the way you are, not because you have just done me a favour or gave me PRECIOUS feedback about the operation of my club.
I will do, as you say
Be an enthusiastic listener.
Be a responsible leader.
Learn for the club, not only for personal development.
I will take risks more.
I will work smarter, not harder.
I will, and I will do it.
Thank you, close here.
Happy weekends to my endearing roommate, Thu. I don’t know how to make you love me again anymore, time will heal maybe while my head is full of the worst-case scenarios.
I know you well, so I will let it be!
Chaizoo! jianqiang de nuhai!